He Just Doesn't Appriciate Me..

Haha I can't ******* do anything right.. He just yelled at me cuz I have a soda can on the table next to my couch.. he is soo ******* controlling.. !! I am so exhausted, Im so tired of feeling like nothing.. Why do I stay with him?? I know it's just cuz I have his children... aaahhh Im seriously going crazy.. he acts like Im nothing.. he then tells me he loves me, and wouldn't leave me.. sometimes I want him to just cheat on me so I can leave him.. Or him to just Up and leave me.. :) That would be the day.. Sometimes I wonder If I would rather be alone with my children of course.. But no dating no nothing and be happy that way.? Or be with him for the rest of my life and hate it... :( It's not fair to my children.. But Im just not strong enough.. I don't know what else to do....

MarieHanson MarieHanson
22-25, F
2 Responses Mar 9, 2010

Same boat, only im twenty years older. Every girl dreams of her wedding, her kids, her assumed happily ever after and when it turns into a miserable trap its so surprising! You have youth on your side, time to plan and better yourself so when you are ready, even if you wait till the kids are older, you will still be young with a bright future! Focus on that, being the strong single mom with a viable way of making a living. Good luck!

i cant beleave him my dad punched my mom and broke her jaw i had to call the popo and hospital u need to leave him