Giving Up

Sometimes it feels like I can't take it anymore that life is just to much it feels like I'm suffocating like every single piece of happiness in me is slowly dying and as hard as I try to stay strong to keep going on for those around me I feel my self control slipping away and I know I'm fighting for a lost cause because the reality is that I'm tired. I'm tired of being strong I'm tired of fighting these feelings I'm tired of being looked upon with pity I'm just tired of trying. But I know I can't stop fighting and I can never stop fighting no matter how tired I am because it's my life and I have the right to live it but don't let that fool you and don't let my smile laughter and happy attitude fool you because inside I'm fighting a raging war with myself for the right to live.
Lely914 Lely914
18-21, F
1 Response May 9, 2012

Don't give up.