Tired Of The Same.

It doesn't matter if I stay in or if I go out with friends, I'm still bored. All these people do is go to bars and get drunk and the times that I have gone, they first complain about being bored and then I find myself being bored when they're drunk. I just don't see the point to it. Things would be so much more fun if I could get people to open up a bit, do something simple, but do one ever wants to compromise.

And if I stay in, its the same thing. I constantly pressure myself into going out and meeting people, but I know the consquences, so I don't. And then I play with these people by loosening up my contact with them and seeing if they'll call me or at least try to make contact with me so that I don't have to be the one that always calls. But in the end, I'm stuck for months on end lonely because they never try to contact me and if they don't, then why is it worth it? What worth are people you call your friends if you're the only part of the friendship pulling all the weight and actually making the effort?
delune delune
18-21, F
4 Responses Dec 21, 2006

I am in the same boat as you. stupid people.

I am in the same boat as you. stupid people.

Couldn't have said it better myself.

i very much agree with you!