I have made mistakes in my life. I guess everyone does but I can't seem to forgive myself and move on. I'm stuck in the past. I keep wondering what my life would be like if only I had done things differently. I hate myself for my mistakes! To make things even more confusing then I hate myself for not being able to forgive myself and move on. See I'm just impossible. I can't win.
lagatta lagatta
46-50, F
5 Responses Jan 16, 2011

I know what you mean, it's the most difficult thing for me to let go of my mistakes, especially if I've hurt someone because of them. Even if I've been forgiven, it's still not good enough for me, I never seem to forgive myself. I'm not sure what it takes for people to forgive themselves, some people seem to do it so much easier, and for some people it doesn't matter if they do or not. <br />
Life goes on either way and we have to live it around that mistake. I hope you have found a way to work on that part of your heart by now, and if not, uh.....uh....I had something much brighter to say but I lost it. How about a smile? :-)

Smiled are always good.

I wont even let myself screw up so I give up.

It's impossible to never screw up!

I think in my case I don't give myself too much credit on one hand is a good thing cause I like being a humble person on the other hand when I screw up is when I am hard on myself for letting things happen I just hate that

Thanks Scott! I know but it's just not that easy for me!

You and yourself need to come to an understanding on things and stop the hate lagatta cycle. *smile*