Long Time Since......I've been jealous. It's not about what other people have that I don't. Well, maybe it is. Here's the upside down thing: I don't get to hug my girlfriend because she's too far away right now. All of a sudden I flip out because someone else gets that privilege.
It's just a hug. A friendly hug. So why was I so on edge when I found out about this hug? It's because I want her all to myself...and I know I shouldn't think like that. It's just that...she is the love of my life. If there is one thing I am truly afraid of, it's losing her. So I have to be irrational about this. I don't think I can do anything else. Even though I know it's wrong/unhealthy to be jealous, why do I still get the tendencies? It's unfair, to her, to me.