Seriously.

See what I mean. I can't even come up with a title that isn't serious. I am way to serious all the time. I used to laugh and have fun all the time when I was younger. As I've gotten older and matured. Reality has set in and I don't find things very funny anymore nor do I really have time too. I have to much to worry about to find things funny. My dad has vascular dementia and I have to help take care of him all the time. That's not funny. My Air conditioner in my house broke recently and I don't have money to fix it. Thats not funny. It's freakin hot here. My kids are starting school Monday and we haven't even bought school supplies because we can't afford too. That is definately not funny. I am under to much pressure from so many directions that nothing is funny to me anymore. and I don't have time to be anything but serious. If I'm not serious all the time and keep a level head, those that depend on me wouldn't have me to depend on anymore and where would that leave us. I hope someday that I won't have to be so serious anymore. But I'm afraid that day is a long way off.