I Am Torn Between My Heart and Head
I've never been much of a car person... I've just taken the car that has been available, never reached for the unattainable ones. Now it seems that I'm torn between 2 cars... one that my heart yearns and the other that my head says I should take. I never thought I would be in this situation... making choices... it's usually the car that chooses me.
My heart's favorite is Jeep from 80's... this is where my head says to my heart: "Are you absolutely out of your mind?" It's dented and looks a bit rough outside, but my heart doesn't care... it sees it's character and is absolutely in love with it. This Jeep is situated very far away and it would take a lot of effort to get it here. It doesn't even have safety belts and it's trunk is still full of previous owner's stuff. And now that I've shown interest to it, the owner has become hesitant and doesn't seem to want to sell it.
My head's choice is Volvo from 2007. Clean, very few miles behind it, has every safety equipment you can think of and best of all, it's very close by.... I should be thrilled to have this kind of vehicle in my reach... that's what my head is telling me, over and over again. But my heart disagrees, it doesn't miss a beat when it sees this car, it just tolerates it.
There seems to be no way of pleasing both head and heart. If I'll listen to my heart, I might end up waiting for a car that I never get and if I'll follow my head's suggestions, my heart will be broken with this safe choice...
