Wtf?!! What's Going On?
I am not a crybaby. I am the opposite. All my life I have been told to "Don't cry" "Be a MAN" "Be tough". And now, I find myself lonely, though surrounded by family. Unable to voice my true feelings, having to deal with their frustrations and fears. When did I become a punching bag? I have to help you deal with your ****? At least show some gratitude, give a little to me. I matter too, don't I?