Joy And PainHaving breasts is a wonderful and constant reminder that you are really a girl! I grew my breasts a few years ago and I am still amazed that I even have my own breasts, which are a B-cup size, so they are very noticeable. One thing though, I no longer feel comfortable going 'braless'.
On the flipside of that is I still have the crap between my legs, which I guess I will always have. Thankfully though I haven't had any erections since starting hormone therapy, and even when I decided to discontinue my hormone therapy, I haven't had any of those pesky erections.
Those pesky erections have caused me more pain than pleasure throughout my life. Puberty was nothing short from pure hell for me. My mother and I struggled many times to get my penis to relax enough so mother could bend it back between my legs to snap the crotch of my girdle closed. I also had a hard time on many occasions to sit 'ladylike' with my legs crossed at the knee because of the crap down there.
I honestly believe my life would have been much happier and much easier if only I was born a genetic female, in spite of the problems females have to deal with, such as a menstrual cycle. For one, I wouldn't have to feel guilty at times because of my natural femininity. Second, being bisexual as I am would be more pleasurable, I think because I could receive a man vaginally, instead of only anally, which I don't care too much for.