Forever Trapped?

Can someone escape there own memories?  When ever I am doing something that doesn't require much thought I seem to fall back into my memories---my first kiss, my first break-up, my best friends, standing on the bridge.   Are all of these keeping me from living in the present? I am scared to do this, but sometimes it seems like all I have.  Is there anyway out?  Or will I be trapped forever?

 

AJ8 AJ8
18-21, F
Aug 11, 2007