Definately Trapped In Many Ways!!

How about lets put it this way " My blasted feet are stapled to the floor"  My perfect description of how I am trapped. They say life is a bowl of cherries, but in today's society and their by the book ways, rules on yourself your whole existance just so you don't end up in jail or trail off in some room strapped to a chair its not an easy thing to do.. and well IN MY CASE once your hated by the right people (meaning with alot of power and control over your life)  for the wrong reasons (lies, deciet, backstabbing) then things are certainly going to go downhill at a fast velocity. I understand about health issues, anxiety, depression, abandonment by friends and family, or our own system that's suppose to nuture us and keep us safe. HAH!  So being "Trapped" and your undenyably  stuck and there's no escaping not matter what route you take, or til you do some ungodly thing it seems, and well this isn't me so i guess i have to sit here and suffer with all the countless assaults because as i see it, they will  NEVER END.  To go into detail would probably force everyone to block me..Hah..so i'll just word it this way i guess its the safest position to keep myself in.  I just hope everyone is having a wonderful life and enjoying theirs and make the most of it because before long that candle light will flicker away.

 

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embrissa embrissa
41-45, F
2 Responses Apr 14, 2007

I have to agree with the previous comment. Although, I am in no position to give anyone advise, and believe me when I say this, I can give awsome advise to anyone, but I cannot, for the life of me, give myself any. The best thing you can do is drive on and hope for the best. I would love to read your entire story because my gut reaction is that we are not far apart with our lives.

Your story on so many levels saddens me!! Unfortunately there is not enough detail for me to make the comment I would like too as I do not know if it is applicable!! PLEASE have some faith, read a few of my stories, if you do, you will understand why I beg you to have SOME faith. If i can start to fight back, i honestly feel with the limited amount of info. here, that you can AND must too!!