Working My *** Off

I am trying Extremely hard To Stay Positive. Today was a knocker for me. I can't explain Why exactly. Except when I got Really Sick, I Felt like I did Back When I First Started Getting Headaches. I Felt Bound, Almost Lost. I didn't understand it. So It made me Really upset. Then I had an Email From my Mom. It made Things Worse. I am trying to Keep post and not think about how I use to be. Because the second I Give in I Am Drawn back in I can't Allow myself To Go back to that Dark Cold Place. So I have to Find away To Put myself In Positive Mood.. 

matthewsmommy matthewsmommy
18-21, F
1 Response Jul 22, 2008

Thank you Angel