I Feel That I Am Lost Forever.

Within my heart... love, hate, loneliness and remorse.
Within my mind... happiness, anger,sorrow and confusion.
Within my soul... light and dark.
Things happen for the better or worse. Anything can drag me down.
Constantly I am tested, always influenced.
In the end there is choice. Everyday I face my demons. Either fight or give in.
We all deal with pain. Choose to feel numb, let it show, cry, bleed. I do all at one time or another.
I have lost hope, and do not think I can ever get it back.
gosling28 gosling28
41-45, F
4 Responses Nov 10, 2011

I have some other friends online going through some things too. They haven't shared all the details, but have shared that they are "losing themselves". I'm hoping they don't go the FUBAR route. <br />
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Take care of yourself. <br />
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by the way...love your AVATAR.

Thanks for sharing your feelings. I'm sorry you have had some bad experiences. I know I can relate to some of this. I've come out on the other side now...lucky.

what human feel is not always right. never believe on feelings. you are in charge of your own being. you have to guard your inner world to feel those things that create image of your life that you have potential but you need dear to initiate it. you are free to do whatever you need to do to keep your inner world peaceful. your inner peace is essential for your health and well being. live this moment happy your life is this moment.

I am FUBAR.... ****** up beyond all recognition ......