I Don't Want To Give Up

I drink to the point of me blacking out but not consistently. I try so hard to better myself but I always take two steps forward just to take ten steps back. I hate the way I feel everyday. I have made a lot of mistakes in the pass six months and must of them were made when I was drunk. I drink to stop the pain, the loneliness and the feeling of being a failure.
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Jan 8, 2013