Mind Over Matter

Mind over matter.
My mind tries so hard to fight 
I'd get these spurts of energy
And make the most of it.
Then like a bubble that pops
Faerie crashes.

Mind over matter.
The spirit tries to be unfazed.
I'd bounce here and there
Giggling at a time
Then like a glass pane blown by fierce wind
Faerie shatters.

Mind over matter.
Something whispers to me
That my mind is all beaten up.
Give it up
It's a lost cause.
Faerie falls apart.

Mind over matter.
The whispers continued
I keep telling it to shush
That I get it, go away
I'm defeated.
Faerie was wrong.

Mind over matter
The whispers never ceasing to say
No point in fighting
No reason to be unfazed
The mind is not beaten
It is only in the wrong matter.

Sylphy Sylphy
41-45, F
8 Responses Apr 5, 2012

Lol. I had to read it twice... *runs to Bluebie* ... aaahhh!!! Faerie missed you! *big hugs*<br />
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"Be mindful of your mind"... this could be handful to the hands. ;p

What's in the mind makes the matter, so be mindful of your mind girlfriend. Hugs.

Thank you, Mich... you're always here for faerie. And it will be all right. =)<br />

And big hugs from me too. I've been through it too my faerie friend. I know you will prevail.

Mary-in-FuzzyMules... if you keep up with everyone's stories, you'll get more from your boss than citing your fuzzy mules.<br />
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Sometimes I post 1 to 5 to 8 stories in one sitting. I can't even keep up! Lol<br />
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*faerie caresses fuzzy mules*

I know. I have to sneak during break or lunch. I'm sure he'd disapprove, but it's my time. I don't do it when I'm suppose to be working ... well, most of the time :)

It's our li'l secret... shhh... ;p

I don't know how I missed this yesterday. I don't think EP always posts everything in my circle. Sorry, Sylphy, I'm not ignoring you. Big hugs from me, too.

Thank you, dear friends... for your kind words and encouragement. Strange how there's more compassion here than in RL. <br />
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I can not express more the difficulty. Little details that either become a norm or simply getting used to the annoyance. Six months already! I know some have suffered longer... but they're not faeries! ;p<br />
One of my epeeps has gone through this, too... that will be Ersatz!<br />
*falls laughing*

Shush, you two! You both are sweet, thank you... *group hugs*<br />
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All faerie is saying is... I was focusing more on overcoming it, pining on losing the gleam when it takes hold of me. And that doesn't really matter. It passes anyway. Though it can fall on me like a ton of bricks... but hey... all the whispers wanted to say is... faerie can always make a wall from the bricks and paint a mural. =)

Faerie would need to borrow some of your paint brushes... and paint... probably the smock, too... do you wear an artist's smock? Think that's cool... and it's all covered with splotches of paint and grime and what-have-you.

me to :)

*Tas and faerie walks around together in Destry's smock* Can you picture it? *giggles*