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I Am Trying So Hard

To Keep Positive

By: aliceslade
Written on March 4th, 2010

I'm trying so hard to keep positive and keep the love flowing within me but I can't stop crying. I feel utterly alone. The worst part about this is that I am not alone. Just lonely.

 

My husband didn't even look at me today when he got up, I was on the computer in the bedroom and he got up from the bed, didn't even look at me or say hello, and walked straight into this computer room.

 

I love him so much and try so hard to  make him happy and all he wants is to avoid me. I don't know what I'm doing wrong.

 

I don't know what to do.

 

Thank goodness for this website because I really have no one to talk to.

By: aliceslade
Age: 22-25 , Female
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    vxxdj
    vxxdj

    Alice, I am sorry the two of your are so distant. Keep loving him, talk to him and be open to hearing what he has to say.



    Love yourself and work back to being the woman he fell in love with. Either he will come to you or you will be stronger than you are now and be able to build a new life or new pieces and parts to the life you have now.

    Jul 9, 2011
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    Sperious
    Sperious

    Hugs...try and keep your head up. Don't stress too much...do things that make you happy or get your self something nice. I know its hard but try not to dwell so much on his behaviour. I'm here for you if you need to talk.

    Mar 4, 2010
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    bharwa

    hey.

    try this :pretend to make him feel the same way he makes you feel.just avoid him and try ignoring him for sometime.or get yourself really really busy in something.....and dont have time for him.he will begin noticing that for sure!

    Mar 4, 2010
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