I know that I can't change the health problems that I have. I have always just wanted to b elike every one else. I have learned that I can't change a thing at all. I just have to live with the way that I am. I know that there is a reason tha I deal with so much in my life. That there is no way that I can change that fact at all. I should be just glad to be the person that I am. I know that the surgerys that I have had. Where not my fault at all. I know that I couldn't do any trhing to change that I needed to have the surgerys that I have. But my mom can change that fact . If only she would loss some of the weight that she has.