I'm so angry at you for stealing from me the one thing that is so hard to build back up. My ability to trust is so shattered. I'm so guarded, I can't open up to anyone anymore. The moment i start to get close to someone the feeling of betrayal and hurt and being used and thrown away comes back and my heart shuts itself down. You destroyed my emotions. Most people will tell me to forgive and forget. I forgive you for what you did, but my heart can't forget. It automatically pushes away every other chance at happiness because YOU programmed it that way. You are and always will be my biggest regret.
chloejune chloejune
22-25, F
1 Response Aug 19, 2014

Intimate encounter with stranger will help u to get back on track.
Instead of sitting n cribbing about it, it's better to get some action, it helps(been there).