I Feel Like No One Will Ever Understand Me
Every day when I wake up, I feel as if none of the things I experienced from yesterday existed, but it did. I hide myself from the world sometimes just to get away from all the horrible things that are happening. In school, I'm quiet and shy, but when I'm with my friends, they know how I really am. When I'm at home, I just want to stay away from everyone, be my own person, and just relax before I deal with the chaos that happens right after. I try talking to my mom, but it's as if she hears it and then twists my words around to make it seem like I'm the worst daughter she has. My older brother tries to hurt me, physically and mentally, so I can feel bad about myself. I just want to get away from everyone because I feel like I can't trust anyone around me. I hide myself in my art and music, especially when I'm listening to music. That's when I want to sing my heart out and let everyone know how I feel, but it's as if they won't appreciate all the things I do to try to be successful in life. I hope someone out there feels the same way as I do. It's as if no one will try to even understand me.