One Day At a Time!

My life has been horrible... so many disappointments and abuse within it. And then I did the worst thing, by abusing myself too. But since last year, 2008, I've been working to change my life. Baby steps, little by little! And I got so very far too! :-D

I admit, I still have long to travel! I have MUCH to work on still! But I'm actually looking forward to it all! Right now, I have to take better care of my health. I had tried quitting cigs... but I'm back on them, for now. I will try again soon! And I'm working on my emotional work-up with a therapist. I am working to beat my anxiety disorder and forcing myself to take tiny steps forward. I'm not going to give up, anytime soon! There is a deep sense of pride when I accomplished something great in my journey. I love that feeling. And when I fail, I am able to handle it and just start all over again, determine to not quit. Erm... or to quit, in the case of my nicotine addiction! =p

It's not always easy! I do break down sometimes and cry. But then I wipe away the tears, stand up and dust off the dirt from my clothes, move on. I can't stop! I can't afford to stop. I must keep trying. :-)

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1 Response Feb 22, 2009

I felt like this a few years ago, but now I am lost again. I know it is pointless to mention this, because the only one that can help me now is myself.