Excited & Anxious!!

after a lot of patience and careful consideration, yesterday i decided on a date for my husband and i to start trying to conceive. we've been through two miscarriages together, and it has been me this whole time who has been the one to hesitate. i wanted to give it some time after the losses we had to deal with and i felt like maybe when we're legitimately ready to be parents (the first two pregnancies were not planned) things would go the way they're supposed to. so we took a few years to establish ourselves a little more financially, we are working on renovating a fixer-upper of a home to move into very soon, and i feel that my logical mind is now starting to match my heart a little more where my heart has been screaming IT'S TIME!!! my husband and i have been wanting this for a very long time and it feels good to finally decide it's time to stop holding myself (and him) back from what i know will be some the happiest times of our life. i'm giving it just seven more months, to allow for our house to be finished and also so i can have some control of when the birthday would be and more importantly which season of the year i would be enduring being enormously pregnant. :)
i can't wait until may!!!!
greeneyedfaerie greeneyedfaerie
22-25, F
1 Response Sep 13, 2012

Congrats on deciding to start trying! I hope it works out for you! Good luck.