I Am Trying To Cope
I'm starting to work out in the mornings. I already made the list of groceries I want my mom to buy for my new diet. It's not a real diet, just healthy things that she doesn't even know I like (we don't really talk much to eachother even though I live with her lol). I really hope I can lose weight this time. I'm so tired of looking in the mirror and hating what I see. I'm tired of the nights when all I can do is lay in my bed and cry for hours as I tell myself that I'm worthless and disgusting. I dont ever want to have to pick up my razor because of my weight issues again. I'm going to lose the weight this time, I promise!! (: