I Am Trying To Cope
I am 18 yrs old. Yes I do know that am young but I know what I feel is real. I meet my boyfriend Jason when I was like 12 or so. We grew up together. He knows all my secerts and knows how I act and he still love's me. He is everything that I have ever dreamed of in a man. He is really sweet, he knows how to make me smile even on my weakest. He has always been there for me when I thought that my so call friends would be. He has never judge me nor my friends. He lets me pick out movies and we watch them together. He kisses me on the foreheaad and he doesnt leave me for his friends. I am always is first pryoradity I am never last to anything. I know I may sound like am out of a moive but this is for real. We arent perfect we are like everyone else have fights and crap. We had only one major big fight tho and that was 2 yrs ago in may.We broke up and I thought that my world had crashed. I didnt know what to do or where to go or who to even talk to. I thought for sure that this would never happen to me but it did. I cried for a long time and what hurt me the most is when he said that we can still be friends. I felt like I wanted to die. But my daddy was there for me. Even tho that we broke up we didnt stop loveing each other not one bit. We still went to the movies and went swimming together. Most people say that we wasnt even broke up but I knew that we was and that is what hurt. But we finally did get back together in may which was the happiest day of life. I smiled I bet you for I know 2 weeks straight. I knew this boy was the one for me when I first laid eyes on him. My friends didnt see why I liked him so much cause they say that am to pretty or whatever for him. But the truth is they didnt see what I saw in him and he didnt make them feel like he made me feel. I wouldnt change nothing in the world for my life. I have an amazing boyfriend which he ask me to marry him and I said yes. So we are getting married in May or June dont know yet. But that his my story on my boyfriend there is alot more but I dont feel like typeing everything.lol.
