I Am Trying To Cope
Well I haven't been on experience project for over 1 year and I was reading some of my old stories, and I used to be such a positive person who could see the silver lining almost all the time, even though I have had an incredibly hard life I always seemed to overcome everything and still put a smile on my face.......... I miss that person I used to be but I can't get back to her, I am incredibly angry at life now, so negative, so hopeless, I just don't know what to do anymore, my own father did this to me, the one person I NEVER thought would do anything to hurt me has stabbed me right in the back......it might not seem that bad to some but if I had the strength to write about it I would explain exactly why it is that bad.....I trust NO ONE.........I want to be alone constantly, I no longer enjoy the things I used to love and have even considered suicide............I think I may even have myself committed, the change in me from then to now is scary and I have no idea what to do about it anymore..............
Age:
26-30
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Female
