I Am Trying To Cope
heres a update since i went and saw my sister grave more than a yr ago by myself i admit its gotten better doesnt change the fact she's gone doesnt change the fact she's no longer a part of my life doesnt change the fact she never got expereince prom driving gradation college marriage children. there are days when im cold days when im happy days when i can turn to pple on ep and not think of her for yrs i held my self together barley with scars and memories when i knew i could go anyday anytime the fact that i wanted it to be me instead of her hurts me like no other but from day to day i move on shelby lynn your are gone but no forgotten you are my sister and i love you very much