Worse With Age

My childhood memories were happy.  I was always positive, full of fun and life.  I didn't have a perfect childhood at all (divorced parents, low income, teased a lot, not a lot of advantages, etc) but I had a good attitude about life anyway.  But as I get older I see less and less good in the world.  I've become negative, and miserable, and grouchy, and can be a jerk because I'm always ticked off.  So I'm trying to get back to where I was once was.  Instead, I just get worse with age.

SHWA SHWA
36-40, F
1 Response Feb 7, 2010

well atleast you accept the fact that you have changed so, it could be just a phase or just you letting <br />
out that anger that you werent able to do when you were younger