Group Sex

I am a 42 year old wife and mother from NYC. I am highly educated, but a major underachiever career-wise. I have stayed home with the kids for more than 10 years, and now they need me less and less. I want to get a job, but I don't even know where to start. I am bored and frustrated. I feel trapped, and I don't know who I am anymore. What better time to start having group sex (jk)!!

I have always been attracted to women, and have had a few sexual experiences with them over the years. Now that my husband and I have decided to swing, or swap, or whatever you want to call it - I have been having sex with the women during the foursomes. It has been kind of mind blowing, but good. I don't feel so confused about it, I am content to be as bi as I am at any given time, and don't feel the need to make any definite decisions about anything. I am lucky because I love my husband and we have a good sex life, but he also has given me permission to be sexual with women on my own.

Anyway, I wanted to log on here and say "hi" because I don't have many friends like me. Most of the friends I have think I am completely nuts for being involved in group sex. It seems like I could find people in this group that wouldn't judge me. I hope it is true :)