happiness to me is worried i ant felt it in years i get the happiness that you get when you find 10 bucks and you run and  buy some smokes. That's what i get a lot, or when you know your going to get jumped and you finally do and your happy because its finally happens and you ant got to worried about wen is it going to happen. that is happiness to me :( i know that that isn't real happiness but it is for me because i ant been really happy for a long time i wounder if ill ever be happy again in my life :(

Lifeornolife Lifeornolife
18-21, M
1 Response Feb 8, 2010

This was very well written and truly touching (I can tell that you hate using the spell checker but I think everyone does lmao)<br />
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Anyways, I think most people can relate. I wonder if there is even such a thing as "happiness" or is just the never ending pursuit of it? Yea I don't know..<br />
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Be proud of yourself it's hard to write straight from the heart like that..you hit some pretty deep s[h]it in this :)