Who Am I

I am a 17 year old almost an adult and I have the mind of a 25 year old. I dont know who I am. I need to find myself.

I have been through so much in my life. Judged for every little thing I have dont, judged for everything I say. I have been taught that I cant be who I want to be.

So who am I?

I drink, I smoke, and have an older boyfriend. I have been told to get the hell out of the house I dont know how many times, I have a record within my school and the local police department. Nothing major just for tobacco, and "running away" and a few traffic violations.

I dont know who I am, I am still searching. All I know is that the past experiences have made me stronger towards who I want to be.