May Not Be Much, But It's A Start

I've been so darn reclusive over the last few years because I've been afraid. I've been hurt in the past and have withdrawn from society for the most part. I've recently been trying to do nice little things that I normally wouldn't do, just because, and I'm not acting upon selfish oppurtunities that I often would act upon. I still act on some, but not all. I've been keeping up on my medication, and am noticing that I don't really drink as much as I usually do. Been going to sleep at earlier times, and I'm getting together a meetup group for games at a local restaurant. It's kinda scary, but I guess we all have to move past our fears eventually. I remember when I was a child, and I was scared to death of my friend's dogs, but one day I mustered up the courage to pet them and I was thrilled to find there was nothing at all to be afraid of.
LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility
26-30, M
Nov 27, 2012