Im Going Away

I decided awhile ago that i need a break from all the crap that piled up over the last year. Im too exhausted to tell you about them but its been the worst year of my life (you can read my stories to find out more).

So im leaving today for six days. I thought i was doing the right thing for my mental health but im leaving my husband behind. He couldnt get the time off work so i have to go with mum instead. I dont know if i can leave without him. Ive attached myself to him throughout all the tragedy and pain. It hurts to be without him.

Am i crazy? Ive been waiting to get away for ages......