It's Hard For Sure...

I'm not even sure at this point, if I will ever be ABLE to forgive. Technically, I could say the words, and possibly truly mean it... BUT, don't really know HOW to get past the FACTS of what happened. I WANT to be able to forgive, but it's usually always about the 'memory' of what happened that always brings it to light, and stirs up the ugliness again.

I am taking steps on LEARNING how to forgive.  God-willing I will learn theses lessons and pass the 'tests' with flying colors so that I can get on with living life in a healthy manner. ( free of  anger, guilt, resentment, )
BooBooBunny BooBooBunny
46-50, F
May 7, 2012