MarthaI have never written this story before, I do know it was what changed me and my outlook on myself and life. I have never written it because it is a little bit shameful, and at that stage of my life I was not at what could be called my best. I hope it fits because I was not married at the time, Martha was a girl friend, a lover. Someone I actually did plan on being married to.
That was her name, really! One would expect a middle aged matronly type, that is the image the name brings to mind in my head, anyway.
Martha was a shade over 6' tall, natural flaming red hair, beautiful when she had her makeup on and the typical rough complexion when she didn't.
She was also a budding actress and involved in a local group that put on plays. Those were interesting, I sat in the audience many times, sometimes wondering how she could do a scene and then be back in another scene seconds later wearing completely different clothing.
There was no such thing as modesty back stage, it didn't matter anyway since all of the guys appeared to like each other far more than they did the women.
We dated, then happy with her, I asked her to move in with me so she did. One thing about Martha, she loved sex as I discovered less than two hours after we met at a party. That was a case of her liking me and so she simply asked me if I wanted to.
We settled in, not married but we might as well have been.
She had a lot of friends and they came by our house a lot, by that I mean a LOT! Someone was always sleeping in the living room, in the spare room we had, that became normal.
Most of the guys were the slender good looking actor types, same with the girls that came by. One guy named Mike seemed to be there all the time, I figured out in time that he swung both ways because sometimes he was with a girl and sometimes with a guy although I never saw them do anything, not really.
Then came this stupid play. It had an honest to God live sex scene in it, Martha tried out for and got the lead. In Oregon, there is a crazy law, if it happens on stage it is "freedom of ex
She showed me the sc
With Mike as the co-star!
I threw a fit, Martha looked at me like I was crazy.
"It's just acting, they want to press the bounderies, shock the audience." She told me.
"Well, that should do it!" I fumed.
"You will see, it's a great scene demonstrating human sexuality." Martha said with a completely straight face.
"Yea, well, why in the hell did they pick Mike?" I asked, still upset.
"They measured all of the guys and Mike has the biggest equipment." Martha giggled like that was funny as hell.
I didn't find that so damned funny.
"Besides, he and Ronny are the only two that...work with a woman." She added, really laughing at that.
It took quite some time, Martha did tell me that Mike was going to use a condom because the producers wanted to demonstrate safe sexuality. She was also so serious about the whole situation that nothing I had to say made any difference.
There were several rehearsals which I did not go to, Martha claimed that all they did at those was pretense, while Mike was nude she left her panties and bra on.
I asked her why Mike was nude, she told me they just wanted to be sure everything worked when they needed it to.
Another of her arguments was that she and Mike had been lovers at one point, therefore it was no big deal.
We had several knock down drag out arguments about that, finally Martha asked me if it would make me feel better if she had Mike's current girl friend Jeanie come by and I could have sex with her, then we would be even.
That floored me too, I knew Jeanie of course, she was a bubbly little brunette and cute as a bug's ear. I guess I became a stick in the mud because I refused that, also.
Martha would not give in, a week before the first showing she moved out, back with her folks. For that entire week I almost could not think, I was so upset.
The night of the show, I nearly didn't go, at the last moment I changed my mind. The first two acts were sexy but nothing really happened except for some brief nudity, the play had Martha's character getting revenge on her boyfriend by seducing Mike. Her boyfriend, as was made clear had seduced the wife of Mike's character. There was nudity in that scene also but just bare breasts.
For the first few minutes it was all banter back and forth, then the two of them were kissing and Mike was removing Martha's clothing. I wanted to jump out of my seat when he slid her tiny black panties down and off of her hips as she rolled back and forth to help him, but I managed to stay in my chair.
Then he pressed her back on the bed they had on stage, stood and removed his pants.
It didn't help my mood one bit when he turned sideways deliberately to the audience, the guy was enormous! I pack a nice solid seven inches, Mike had me by a good two inches more, the thing curved upwards to well above his navel. I heard a gasp come from the people around me.
Then he was on top of her, they were not coy about it at all. All of us in the front two rows could see clearly that Mike really was inside of Martha, and there also was no condom. It was not brief, either, they went at it for over 10 minutes, at one point he rolled her over on top.
He climaxed too, that I know of for sure, and so did Martha.
I don't know how to explain it, it was the hottest thing I had ever seen!
After the curtain came down, it was dead silent in the room for a very long time, then came a burst of applause.
After the final act, I went backstage, it was packed back there.
Martha saw me, she asked me what I thought. I told her how I felt, strange is the word at that time. I honestly did not understand my reactions, I had assumed I would be furious but instead I wanted to get Martha out of there and take her somewhere and jump on her myself.
In a perfect story, writing about it at this type of story site, Martha would have moved back in and we would have a happy and sexy life ever after.
She didn't. There were at least a dozen more shows, I went to half of them. I would have gone to all of them but I couldn't get tickets.
One day I ran into Jeanie at the show, did my best to get her over to my place but had no luck at all. I never did find out if Jeanie was even aware of the deal Martha had suggested earlier.
I ran into Martha perhaps a dozen years later, she was with some older balding guy, had two kids in tow. I also noticed that she had put on at least 30 pounds.
The woman I am married to now does naughty things all the time, somewhere back then that experience changed me, or perhaps all that happened was I found out some things about myself.
Debra, my current wife is a Registered Nurse, she comes home from work with some of the most amazing stories. I have told her the truth about some of the things that happened back then, Debs gets a kick out of them, plus she loves telling me some of the naughty things that happen at her clinic.
Society and what we are supposed to do and be like got right in the way of what could have been with Martha and I. Could I have ended up with a chubby redheaded wife and a couple of reheaded kids?
Maybe. Who knows?
Now? I am myself, I know what I like, what excites me. Since I am 69 years old, no harm done and no way can I change.
Even today, that vision of my Martha being made love to by Mike up there on that stage in plain view?
Yea, it yanks my chain.