Writing Through The Tears

As I sit here at my favorite park, on my favorite bench, enjoying the ocean view, a sudden feeling of heaviness is felt on my heart. I feel as though a weight has been placed right there where my heart should be. Then out of the blue, the tears start to fall. I cannot always explain the feelings running through me. All I know is that I'm full of sadness, confusion, and a bit of anger. These feelings all mixed into one.

There are times when I feel terrified. Not knowing just where I'm going, sometimes not knowing where I've been for that matter as my memories are dissolving into oblivion. But, before they do, I have a lot of questions that I need to find the answers to. I have a lot of things that I need to try and resolve within me, and without the memories to help me do that, just how am I going to completely finish and close those chapters of my book and life?
silentwriter180 silentwriter180
46-50, F
May 10, 2012