Hate To Admit It

i am so ugly in the inside. i am a liar, cheater, hypocrite the whole nine...i dont know why. it kills me to admit it but i am such a bad person. i thought i wasnt but its clear that i am. i have no friends because i dont know how to socialize. i was picked on and bullied for years to the point where i fear meeting new people. i thought being bullied was a great excuse but thats all it is...an excuse. i am so lazy that it sickens me. i dont have any energy to do anything...not even live. my suicidal tendencies and depression spells are starting to take over. im just an ugly person and i hate myself so much.
imallihave imallihave
22-25, F
May 7, 2012