Uncertainty

I am staring at my hands.

I am uncertain about what to write.

I am uncertain about how much to say.

I don't know where the world goes when I sleep.

Does the shout wake me from the dream, or plunge me into it?

I am not certain that what I feel is the wind on my skin.

I am not certain that what I hear is your voice.

It could be mine.

I am not certain that what I speak is the truth.

I am uncertain that it is right for me to be here.

I am uncertain that I have a place here.

I am not certain that my mind has the strength to bear the consequences of these uncertainties.

I am uncertain. 

adjyo adjyo
31-35, F
3 Responses Mar 17, 2009

Gist I feel very uncertain myself. Perhaps it's the fear *** excitement of a young bird jumping down from the cliff for the first time? Verily I feel unsure I can make it..it's like being hesitant before jumping down with the parachute ...

Gist I feel very uncertain myself. Perhaps it's the fear *** excitement of a young bird jumping down from the cliff for the first time? Verily I feel unsure I can make it..it's like being hesitant before jumping down with the parachute ...

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