Scary

I have always been uncomfortable being naked even by myself.  I look at myself in the mirror and frown.  My body parts are all miss matched and I feel totally ashamed of how I look.  I am thankful that I so far in life have a healthy body, its just that I do not appreciate how I look.  I have never been told Im beautiful, or look good.  No one has ever said anything to me about my naked body.  If I could somehow enjoy looking at myself fully naked in the mirror would be a step in the right direction of having myself feel good.

tatteredwings tatteredwings
36-40
4 Responses Mar 21, 2009

That was nearly six years ago and I don't know how you feel now, but even for the benefit of others who might come here as I did: visit a clothing optional venue, like a beach, and see what people really look like naked. Whatever you think you look like, you'll probably see somebody worse. Take it off and enjoy.

Yes I even took a video someone suggested of myself in the shower and viewed it and your right its all in the eyes of the beholder

grins maybe a naked pic of my face would be a good start hey

*giggles* Im scared ****less to put a naked pic of myself up here lol