I'm... I Don't Know - But I Don't Like It

It doesn't happen at a particular time or place or in any specific situations... Just sometimes, suddenly, I feel completely uncomfortable with myself, inside myself. I feel gross, ugly, disgusting, and extremely self-conscious of it. I feel like every bad thing about me, everything I despise, is just below the surface. It makes me a little sick. I don't want to be where I am. I want to hide. I want to be alone, or, preferably, I don't want to BE at all. I wish I didn't exist. Inevitably it passes... until next time.
StuckSilent StuckSilent
Jan 16, 2013