Okay, I am 19 years old, weigh 100 pounds, and I'm 5ft. 3in. tall. So I'm pretty petite. i feel like I'm underweight. I feel like I have been for the longest time especially going through my teen years....which is probably typical. BUT my BMI is like 17. something and I can't gain any weight....no matter how hard I try or how much I eat. AND embarrassing to say for me.........but its been about 1 1/2 to 2 years since my last monthly visit. So, that concerns me because I don't want to be infertile. I haven't been able to go see a doctor about this because I have health insurance issues and no money since I'm a college student with no job at the moment until summer at least.
So, I am very confused and get very frustrated over this stuff. I've been trying to figure it out for the longest time but I guess there is not much I can really do about it until I am able to go see a doctor I suppose.
Also, I am just getting sick of people pointing out how skinny I am.......they assume I wear like size 0 in pants, but in reality I wear size 3. Maybe if I'm lucky and depending on the pants size 5. Sometimes its a bit embarrassing and I just want to gain like 5 pounds at least but that is just impossible for me at this point it seems. :( My goal weight I wish to be would be around 115.
I don't want to be a toothpick : (