I from my childhood never have anything that i wanted, I always perform average in academic section and got bullied by others in school.I thought of doing suicide many a times but somehow made my mind not to do that. But this time is a big failure, i got low percentage in btech and not getting any job. I'm preparing for govt exam but is frustrated now. Day by day it is getting hard for me to survive.I don't have anyone to talk about it, don't have friends. I just wish I would have born in a rich family, looks smart and have both power and intelligence.