Starving For Love
I have been married for seven years and together for twelve. I breakdown crying about two to three times a week. My husband is so consumed with himself and what he wants, that I might as well not exist. We have three beautiful children together. They are my life. I always dreamed of having a beautiful family & I got the children part, but the husband is a heartbreaking nightmare. He never compliments me at all anymore & that hurts alot. I have repeatedly voiced my pain and it just doesnt phase him. He couldnt care any less. I feel stuck in between a rock & a hard place. I keep waiting for things to change, but come on we all know thats not gonna ever happen. My heart aches everyday I wake up & every night I go to bed. I am a beautiful , funny, loving & talented woman. I deserve so much more in a relationship, yet never get it. Do I stay or walk away and start over? Im tired of basically begging him to just love me. Im so sad and confused.