It's the End
I've written stories about it so many times but now it's really so close to the end.
I'm dead. I'm ******* dead. I said something really stupid. Just a sentence. I just wanted to make my girlfriend see how bad I feel. But it came out completely wrong. And now she's completely angry with me and I understnd it. I've completely ****** things up. She wants to break up and not even stay friends with me. I don't love her anymore, I can deal with the break-up but I can't deal with her not wanting to be my friend anymore. I hope I can turn her mind around somehow but I'm so scared I can't. And I don't think I can. I don't know how to go on, I don't want to lose her becauase of this dumb mistake. I feel like killing myself, I want to take that horrible sentence back but I can't. God, I don't want to lose her.