Want To Hide All DayRight now, it's 10:37am on Saturday morning. My husband has let me have a lie in this morning and has done his very best to keep the kids quiet so that I can sleep. The thing is, I've been awake for over an hour now and can't bring myself to get up. I know that once I do, the fake smile and the fake happiness has to start all over again and it's killing me.
I love my 2 kids more than anything in the world but I want out of my marriage and I can't stand my step daughter (who is also downstairs at the moment) I have to pretend to like her and pretend to love my husband.
Putting on an act 24/7 is soul destroying. I never knew it would be so hard.
Lollie01 22-25, F 4 Responses 0 Jun 2, 2012