I'm Ready For This To Be Over Now
We both suck at communicating and, in all honestly, I just don't care anymore and don't see us staying together much longer. He gets pissed off about everything and complains when I ask him to do too much. No one has to ask me to do anything at home, I do it because it needs to be done, I don't sit on the couch until someone asks me to do something. When he tries to kiss me, touch me, or even hug me, I turn away or tell him stop. I have NO physical, emotional, or sexual attraction towards him anymore and it doesn't seem like something that is easy to get back. There are too many things about him that annoy me or disgust me...I'm not even going to start listing everything. I love his family, but I hate the way he treats his mother. I know I deserve to be happy with a better person who I can honestly say "I love you" to (we all deserve that at the very least). I'm just waiting for my raise to go through so I know I'll be able to provide for myself and our daughter without his paycheck. Any advice wouuld be great...I'm hoping to settle things without a lawyer, but don't know how well that would work with custody.