Sad And Confused
I've been married to my husband for 14 months and the past 12 months have been tough for me. We have one son together but he has children with other women. I though I can handle knowing my husband has other children but I realize that it is hard for us. He works but still doesn't make enough to pay child support along with the household bills and his own personal bills. He pays bills late and there have been time when our electricity, cable and water have been turned off because he did not pay the bills. My son doesn't have any insurance and was dropped from the plan because my husband was not able to pay the premium every month. Last year I had to pay for my son's summer camp tuition and birthday gifts by myself. It's hard to deal with him because I want to separate from him but I don't want to hurt my son. He adores his father and he will probably hate me if he has to move out. I can't continue to do this and pay for everything on my own. I never thought I would be doing worse than I was when I was single...but I am!