Frustrated Newlywed Part: Ii

Well I must say that since I have been on this site it's very refreshing to hear from others and at the same time it saddens my heart that people are walking around in marriages with pain and feeling hurt and anger. I wish I had a magic wand to make everyone feel on cloud 9 for the rest of their marriages but I don't. Update on my situation is that I am packing for a 7 day cruise that my husband and I purchased last March. I know I am supposed to be excited but I am not near excited. I am happy to be off work for ten days. I'm not excited because I know that hot steamy passionate sex is not waiting for me on that ship, I'm lucky if I get any let alone if it's satisfying (last long enough). I just wanted to thank everyone who chimed in and gave their thoughts and concerns along with opinions. I know what I am going to have to do and that is leave because I can't live a life like this. I love my husband but I have yet to feel connected to him. It saddens my heart to have to be going through this but I am looking forward to feeling the relief feeling I just hate to feel that feeling at the expense of my husbands feelings. I hope that we can sit down and have a conversation and just lay everything out. I believe I have done all that I can do. We have been to Doctor appointments, he has been on different meds, I even went and saw a therapist with him. Hell I even bought lingerie for this trip. Well wish me LUCK because this trip is gonna either make us or break us!!!
InquiringMinds247 InquiringMinds247
26-30, F
Jan 18, 2013