I Am A Different Type Of Unknown

they will never know the things i see. the things i experience. i have always been weird to everyone. know one knows the true me and yet.but yet i don't even know myself anymore .. not until recently was i able to put even the slightest rope on it all. i still haven't understood it .. i have always been interested in the occult and moone  cant put a title as to what i potental i have or what it is that i have ... and with this said i feel unknown