I Am Unlovable!!!

apart from me loving myself, i always feel as though there's no one out there that can love me, just simply cos of the way i live my life!! i mean im a bit of a loner, and im a bit quiet and a bit shy too!! sometimes i feel really lonely, and i feel as though i need a girlfriend in my life, but the problem is, even when for example if a woman had to ask "me" out, then i lose interest, and i back off!!! i hate being like this!!i constantly see friends and family, who get girlfriends and boyfriends and they get married and have kids and so on, and here i am, never had a girlfriend or nothing!!! i always feel the need to have a girl in my life, but im not confident enough to ask a girl out, cos although as i say "i love myself" i really do!!! but i just dont think i could ever find a woman that could love me for who i am as a person!!! they probably all think im a loser or something!!!

cowshed123 cowshed123
36-40, M
2 Responses Mar 10, 2009

oh please... you? unlovable? never! more like the opposite!

thank you shine!!! i just wish i could believe that myself!!!! :(