Just My Luck ....

I love watching movies, I always wanted to make a career writing scripts. Now obviously I started off by watching a lot of Love stories. Romeo sees Juliet, Falls in Love, he proposes her, then there are a few songs and then voila !!! They're Happily ever after. Looks so easy in the movies. I spent most of my time looking for the 'One' but no luck. Then I grow up become a bit mature and I realize that frankly I don't have a hero's face. Also, I can hardly say hello to a girl. So, till high school the dream was a dream.

Now, I join a college and same old story. Rather it was getting worse. Then I go online and one day I find the girl I like but she is miles away from me. It took me months to muster up the courage to propose her. She said yes but was not sure about how the relationship would go neither was I. I had never been in a relation let alone a LDR. So, we took our time and one day she agrees and within a week her college starts and it has been almost months since I have talked to her. I remember there were times when I wanted to be close to her, hold her hands or maybe wipe the tears off her face when she was sad or crying. But, it is still a myth for me as all I can do is type or at the most use a emoticon.

I realized that being alone is bad but loving someone and being unable to ever be with her is much worse. What can I say, it's just my luck .....
Tien101 Tien101
26-30, M
1 Response Feb 22, 2012

I'm in a long distance myself, and I know how it feels to feel his hug and touch. But I believe if we know the person is the right one for us, then its worth the wait. :)