I Am Unlucky
I feel so unlucky, in my life. I have a million sad stories, and so many bad things have happened to me in my life, and it seems as though I mostly attract bad people to me. I hate this... I want to be a more positive person, with more good stories to tell others... but so many more tragic things keep happening to me. :-(
Recently, I had to dump a "boyfriend", because he was not honest with me, I had gotten a really bad vibe from him. And I had found out that he was cheating on me, that he had stole money from my mother, and that he was recently released from prison. This sent me into a depressive state, so bad that I thought about taking my life. But, now I was dealing with it, trying to move on and forget about him...
But yesterday, I heard some more about him... his best friend came over and wanted to warn me. He and his girlfriend has this scam, where he charms women into thinking he's a good guy, invite them over to his place... and then he and his girlfriend beat and rob the innocent woman of her money. And he did invite me to his place, but I had a bad feeling about it and said no... if I had said yes, I would not be here to write this... I would be in a hospital somewhere.
I know this is lucky part, but it feels very unlucky that such horrible people cross my path. It makes me so sad... I'm a good person. Why do bad things keep happening to me?
